Thoughts of a gay bisexual.
Nothing turns me on more than seeing a woman who genuinely enjoys her sexuality, and explores it to satisfy herself.
In my head, women are honestly a bit of a mental blank-slate for me; but I know for a fact that would change with a decent experience.
Problem is; I too often see women use sex as a tool of manipulation, or I see them as an oppressed victim of societal expectations in this disgusting patriarchy. I can’t be attracted to someone who is doing something they don’t enjoy “for me”.
Why is it that straight women act like they hate sex? I’ve been extremely attracted to lesbians before.
…Why do I never get hit on by women? Why is it so frequently men?
Am I expected to always be the one that initiates anything?
Am I just not masculine or attractive enough?
I want to be wanted! :(